Personal Reflections on Lent 2011

For the last two Lenten seasons I have initiated a discipline that has benefited me and hopefully others. In 2010 I began a morning email to interested parishioners that included a prayer along with a few joys, concerns and announcements. The prayers were not original, but they were meaningful. While not a major undertaking, it did require about thirty minutes each morning. This practice added depth to my personal journey and the response from the recipients was very affirming, so much so that I continue the practice to this day. The email list expanded to over 200 email addresses which included between 225 and 250 members of the church. I am told that some also forward these emails to other family and friends. On June 25, 2010 I decided to also post the emails to a blog which can be accessed through the church website . Later in the summer of 2010 I decided to write my own prayers. Such an endeavor has challenged me to be more appreciative of God’s “still, small voice” within me, a voice that directs, when I am receptive, my thoughts and actions. As of this writing I have posted over 300 days of prayers, joys and concerns. The blog has had over 3,300 “hits”, averaging a little over ten a day. A few months ago I added another feature. In the back of the Chalice Hymnal there is a suggested reading list of scripture passages that will take the disciplined reader through the entire New Testament and through most of the major events and personalities of the Old Testament in three years. Beginning with Advent in 2010, I have included these readings in my emails and blog posts, yet another activity that undergirds spiritual journeys, mine and others. Today we are on week 22 of year “A”. Of course, I have no idea how many recipients actually read these emails and blog posts, but the practice has made a huge impact in my life, one that words are inadequate to express. Now to Lent 2011, a few months ago I talked to a family member who was engulfed in despair and spiritually bereft. My church and most protestant churches offer opportunities for holy encounters in chapels and sanctuaries, but not daily, not contemplatively, and not anonymously. At the same time, I remembered major public figures, namely the judge killed in the Arizona shooting and Sargent Shriver, when he was able, who lived their Roman Catholic faith by attending Mass on a daily basis. Almost reluctantly I considered a daily practice at Central Christian Church during each day of Lent 2011. What would it look like? Would anyone attend? I finally decided to offer daily Lenten Prayers at 7:00 a.m. each of the forty days of Lent, Monday through Saturday. I would use our Chapel, have subdued lighting, lots of candles, play Taize music and print a daily bulletin which included scripture readings for the day to be read in silence, an opening responsive prayer, brief meditation, prayers of intercession and a closing prayer. The whole experience would conclude by 7:15 a.m. I found a Roman Catholic website and used much of their material, editing and changing certain parts. I announced to the congregation that this would be a part of my personal Lenten discipline. If others wanted to join me, they were welcome. As it turned out there would be as few as four and as many as thirteen each day. Some came daily, others once a week, some only once or twice. Over thirty different people participated, and that was good. The real impact, however, was personal. Getting up at 5:30 a.m. is not my usual practice, but I did it. Spending time preparing the bulletin, the candles, even the music, was in addition to my normal routine, but I did it. Sitting in the Chapel each morning of Lent in silence, listening to the contemplative Taize music, reflecting on the scripture readings, clearing my mind of the clutter that normally lives there, reading the responsive prayers and focusing on Jesus’ journey to Jerusalem and the cross moved me to a spiritual place that I have seldom visited. Certainly I can pray and reflect of the Mystery of the Divine in my office, in my study at home or while driving, but this was a different and much more profound experience. Others responded similarly. I am changed. Will I do this again? Yes, absolutely. Will I find other opportunities to provide this experience for congregants and myself? Definitely. Will I continue the daily emails? Certainly. Will others continue to be impacted by these practices? I don’t know. Have these practices impacted my spiritual journey and will they continue to do so? Without question!